Thursday, February 23, 2023

The Forbidden Meadow

 



 

An icicle grows down

Rooted in the clouds above

Like a spear

Pushed into

The gloomy soul

Of lingering winter

 

An icicle 

When it melts 

On a bright day

Remains ice, with the promise

That it will again

Grow its roots upward

 

But never will it become

A spring

In a forgotten meadow

In a forbidden meadow

Where I once buried a name

Cold as a winter sunset

 

February 16, 2023

© Vahé A. Kazandjian, 2023


About the photo: I took it at sunrise a day after a snowstorm in Prescott, Arizona. The protected street had allowed icicles to grow down on a fire escape ladder.

Thursday, February 16, 2023

Hadria

 



 

The sins of dreams

Squat under stone walls

And warm their shadows

With fatty candles

 

They walk the walk again

Parfuming in thyme and rosemary 

Their memories of mornings when

Nights got darker at candle light

 

They rupture pleasure

Offered as a dream tied with ivy

To last the space of a promise

Near old stony walls

 

The sins of those dreams

Are then shared when candles burn

But do not melt, they do not drip

They just warm the shadows of those

 

Who pass  by the stone walls

Silent as moonlight

 

February 16, 2023

© Vahé A. Kazandjian, 2023

Monday, February 13, 2023

Was Mayakovsky listening? Do statues listen? (Pablo Neruda, Statues)

 



 

I make time, most weekends, to read poetry. I read in more than one languages and my mood at the moment leads me to a poet I know, or perhaps one I was eager to discover.

This weekend, I rediscovered Pablo Neruda. I have read most of his romantic poems in Spanish, but had not explored other themes he was known to tackle as well. In my search I stumbled upon a poem about statues he had written during a visit to Moscow. It is a poem about the statues of two famous Russian poets Pushkin and Mayakovsky. I learned that these were not just statues but sites of remembrance where citizens gather to read poetry. That fact alone made me decide to read this poem and explore Neruda’s poetic heritage further.

The poem is titled Estatuas and starts with pigeons perching on Pushkin’s statue:


Las palomas visitaron a Pushkin
y picotearon su melancolía:
la estatua de bronce gris habla con las palomas
con paciencia de bronce

(The pigeons visited Pushkin
and pecked at his melancholy
The gray bronze statue talks to the pigeons
with all the patience of bronze.)

Translated by Jodey Bateman

Then, they fly to Mayakovsky’s statue

y con briznas de Pushkin
vuelan a Mayakovski.
Parece de plomo su estatua,
parece que estuviera
hecha de balas:
no hicieron su ternura
sino su bella arrogancia

 

(They make droppings on Pushkin
Then fly to Mayakovsky.
His statue seems to be of lead.
He seems to have been
made of bullets.
They didn't sculpt his tenderness -
Just his beautiful arrogance.)

And Neruda ends the poem by referring to those who recite poems near the statues

Yo alguna vez ya tarde, ya dormido,
en ciudad, desde el río a las colinas,
oí subir los versos, la salmodia
de los recitativos recitantes.
Vladimir escuchaba?
Escuchan las estatuas?

 

(One time when it was late and I was almost asleep
on the edge of the river, far off in the city
Of the reciters in succession.
Was Mayakovsky listening?
Do statues listen?)

 

… I am not a landscape or urban architecture photographer, although I have taken a few photos of statues. But I have never wondered if statues listen to what surrounds them. Of course Neruda was implying more of a sociological or political type of “listening”, but still it was an interesting, albeit poetic, concept. So, I went back to a few of my photos to see if they would make me understand what Neruda was saying.

 

Recoleta Cemetery, Buenos Aires:  I visited the cemetery on every visit and made sure to pass by this statue. Over the years moss and ground cover vegetation have grown over parts of it providing a distinct character to the stony shapes. The photo at the top of this page shows the early morning shades I like. The statue hides no secrets under the midday sun.

 

Graveyard behind the Armenian Apostolic Church of St. Gregory the Illuminator, Singapore: This is another graveyard I like to visit as it tells the unexpected story of Armenians in Asia dating to the 1800s. The tropical weather of Singapore has taken a toll on the limestone statues and other tombstones, but with the shade of surrounding palm trees, there are magical moments to be captured. Perhaps this is the statue that reminds me of Neruda’s poem and his last question – I have always recited a poem or two, in Armenian, to this enigmatic effigy.




 

The Louvre Museum, Paris.  My parents lived in Paris so for the last decades of their lives Paris was like a second home to me. There are various temporary exhibits to see at the Louvre and these modern statues told a story. In the context of Neruda’s question, perhaps this man did listen to what tourists were saying and disagreed with them!




 

… So, pigeons may sit on statues around the world, but only a poet can let his feelings fly to remind us that a statue represent history, even if they do not respond to the passing of time.

 

February 13, 2023

© Vahé A. Kazandjian, 2023

Friday, February 3, 2023

Of Pistachios and Large Hats

 



 

“It is like eating pistachios” she said.

The hill looked over the small town, and the sun was at its zenith.

“If you take a handful of pistachios roasted in their shell, you start with the one with the shell wide open. It is easier to get the nut out that way. After a few, you start checking the pistachios hoping to have a different taste. Sometimes you use your thumbnails to open one that is only slightly cracked. That is the surprise element, when you hope that the protected nut will have a more distinct taste.”

Her large-brim hat made the brown of her eyes capricious.

“But you were told not to eat a pistachio whose shell had not opened, yes? Perhaps because it was not ready to open. Or, that it was not mature enough. No matter, there are plenty of opened–shell pistachios in the bag. And, sometimes there also are empty shells from which the nuts have fallen out. Perhaps their inside was too small, or that their shell opened too wide.

But why do you keep on eating? I think it is because you once had the most wonderful taste from a pistachio and you are hoping to relive that taste. Perhaps it was a pistachio from Aleppo, or Isfahan. And it was salted, and the shell was covered with cayenne pepper dust. You were at the seaside, or perhaps under a pine tree in the mountains. You threw the shelled pistachio in your mouth, licked the pepper and moistured your mouth in salt. Then, took it out, opened the shell and tasted the most wonderful pistachio of your life.

And you never had the taste in you since.

See, that is why you cannot eat only one pistachio. Now, it is not the taste alone that you like, but the mere search for that old taste.”

For a short moment we watched pigeons fly over us.

"Yet, you know that you will not relive that taste again, yes? Because, that pistachio was more than what you ate. It was the seaside where you once sat; and it was that pine tree in the mountains that gave you shade."

The large brim of her hat now made her eyes less capricious.

 

February 3, 2023

© Vahé A. Kazandjian, 2023