Saturday, September 23, 2023

Roses, the Circle of Life, and the Circle of Love

 




It is gently raining this morning and while my dog was walking me, I enjoyed the sight of rain droplets on the roses. At first sight I recalled Khalil Gebran’s lines about friendship from “The Prophet”:

 

In the sweetness of friendship let there be laughter, and sharing of pleasures. For in the dew of little things the heart finds its morning and is refreshed

 

Then, as we walked are daily mile in the streets of the town, out of nowhere, a poem by Pierre de Ronsard took over my memories. This poem, written in the 1500th, was among my favorites in French literature class in high school days. I knew this poem by heart, like many others but I had not thought about it for more than half a century! Slowly, some of the lines came back, and to the bewilderment of my dog, I started reciting them aloud.

 

Back home, I shook the dampness off my hat and searched for the poem. Here are the opening lines, in old French, of  “Mignonne, allons voir si la rose” and a good English translation:

 

Mignonne, allons voir si la rose
Qui ce matin avoit desclose
Sa robe de pourpre au Soleil,
A point perdu ceste vesprée
Les plis de sa robe pourprée,
Et son teint au vostre pareil.

Las ! voyez comme en peu d’espace,
Mignonne, elle a dessus la place
Las ! las ses beautez laissé cheoir !
Ô vrayment marastre Nature,
Puis qu’une telle fleur ne dure
Que du matin jusques au soir !

 

Sweetheart, let’s see if the rose
Who this morning unfurled
Her dress of crimson to the sun,
Has lost at evening
The folds of her crimson dress,
And her color at the same rate.

Alas! See how in a little bit of space,
Sweetheart, she has the place.
Alas! Weary of its beauties she let fall!
Oh, truly cruel Mother Nature,
That such a flower doesn’t last
From morning to evening!

 

It is about beauty and the passage of time. It is about our willingness to appreciate the circle of love, the circle of life, while finding beauty along the way.

And as I sipped on my morning coffee, lines from the Spanish poet Federico García Lorca found their way in this unexpected expedition in memory. Indeed, it was in his writings that I first learned how often poets have talked about their refuge, and perhaps liberation, in self love when love, like roses, has transcended others and experiences.

 

He wrote:

 

After a while

you learn the subtle difference

between holding a hand

and chaining a soul.

 

Every time I think of those lines, at various stages of my life, I interpret the last line differently. Is it the soul of the one we love? Or the soul of those we loved? Or is it our own soul?

 

No matter. Lorca has experienced all three of those interpretations, and here are lovely lines from one of my favorite poems of his “Serenata”

  

Por las orillas del río

se está la noche mojando

y en los pechos de Lolita

se mueren de amor los ramos.

 

Se mueren de amor los ramos.

 

La noche canta desnuda

sobre los puentes de marzo.

Lolita lava su cuerpo

con agua salobre y nardos.

 

Se mueren de amor los ramos.

 

La noche de anís y plata

relumbra por los tejados.

Plata de arroyos y espejos.

Anís de tus muslos blancos.

 

Se mueren de amor los ramos.

 

And the translation :

The night soaks itself
along the shore of the river
and in Lolita's breasts
the branches die of love.

The branches die of love.

Naked the night sings
above the bridges of March.
Lolita bathes her body
with salt water and roses.

The branches die of love.

The night of anise and silver
shines over the rooftops.
Silver of streams and mirrors
Anise of your white thighs.

The branches die of love.

 

… Roses again. And I looked for a photo I had taken where roses, the circle of love and youth found their way through my camera’s lens.

 

September 23, 2023

© Vahé A. Kazandjian, 2023

Sunday, September 17, 2023

A Man’s Heart Tells Us How He Lived, Sometimes How He died. But Rarely How He Loved (Dr. Mallard, NCIS)

 



There is a common saying among pathologists that “a heart on the steel bed tells you how you lived and sometimes how you died”. The quote from Dr. Mallard (aka Ducky) in the TV series NCIS took it a step further merging medicine with poetry.

There is no other human organ more intimately associated with feelings and love than the heart. My all time favorite remains the myth of vena amoris about which I have written here https://vahezen.blogspot.com/2022/04/vena-amoris-does-it-matter-if-it-does.html . We all adhere to that myth, often unknowingly, when we adorn our ring finger with a band, because our heart had skipped a beat.

A healthy heart in medicine is one that beats in perfect cadence. A loving heart is the one that misses a beat.  The heart of a lover is the one that races, stops to recover, and races again.

When reading poetry in the English language, I often return to the simple lines William Wordsworth wrote about the heart and the way of life celebrating the heart in “My Heart Leaps Up”.

My heart leaps up when I behold

A rainbow in the sky:

 

So was it when my life began;

So is it now I am a man;

 

So be it when I shall grow old,

Or let me die!

 

The Child is father of the Man;

And I could wish my days to be

Bound each to each by natural piety.

 

Medicine, poetry and the heart. What we see and what we hear tell us little of who we are.

 

September 17, 2023

© Vahé A. Kazandjian, 2023

 

PS/ on my painting and sculpture blog (https://vaheark.blogspot.com/2017/10/vahes-ark-vessel-of-eclectic-modes-of.html), I have often explored human expressions where the heart was dictating what we observe. Inspired by the myths and artistic expressions from the Southwest, often unconsciously, my paintings end up touching feelings poets attribute to that organ when missing a beat, while pathologists only examine when that missed beat never recovers.

Here is an example, as I put shapes and colours in harmony to learn about our hearts https://vaheark.blogspot.com/2022/01/clodomira-spirit-of-prickly-pear-cactus.html