The story always begins in the middle. Where it
matters most.
No one sees the fallen branches next to a river till
they fall in. Till they become driftwood.
Just like the middle of a story when we realize that
it is time to become driftwood. To let time find us accepting what we have
become. Because we always become what we once were. Driftwood is still a fallen
branch.
… In my student dormitory I had a few posters on the
walls. One was from Lord Dunsany, the prolific Anglo-Irish writer and poet
whose lines had resonance in my days as a young man. The poster I had the
opening lines from his poem “Where the
Tides ebb and flow” (circa 1910)
The ebb came
And I saw the dead eyes of the houses
And the jealousy of other forgotten things
That storm had not carried thence.
The poster faced my bed and every night those words
helped me dream. Of all that my life’s storms had not carried away.
Instead, these memories remained untouched, like the
fallen branches next to a river that no one notices.
Till the branches become driftwood. And the river celebrates
their journey.
… More than 40 years after these graduate student
days, I thought about Lord Dunsany. This time when I came across new lines from
him that I had not read before. But this time, his words did not made me
rejoice about what life’s storms had not carried away. Rather, they made me
think about the story that starts in the middle, when a river carries fallen
branches. And makes them driftwood.
Here is the passage I read from his “The Book of Wonder”
“Yet in the blood of
man there is a tide, an old sea-current rather, that is somehow akin to the twilight,
which brings him rumours of beauty from however far away, as driftwood is found
at sea from islands not yet discovered: and this spring-tide or current that
visits the blood of man comes from the fabulous quarter of his lineage, from
the legendary, the old; it takes him out to the woodlands, out to the hills; he
listens to ancient song.”
The
ancient song. From lineage. The jealousy
of forgotten things that were
thought to be forgotten. But they never are.
September 16,
2022
©Vahé A.
Kazandjian, 2022
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